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Ah kamu saja yang sekarang hadir
Bukan hanya dalam ingatanku
namun juga batinku
Seolah tiada berujung rindu itu
Tatkala aku mengingat hadirmu
Dalam setiap kebaikan hatimu
Terukir indah kisahmu padaku
Hati ini menolak rasa padamu
Yang tak kutahu kapan menyapaku
Tak bisa kupungkiri lagi
Segala sesak yang mendesak
Ingin menyeruak saja seluruhnya
Agar tak.lagi terpendam di kalbu
Ah hadirmu lagi mengapa kini
Dalam gejolakku tak kuasa
Aku menahan rindu jiwa
Yang selalu juga menujumu

Desiran rasa

Ada yang mendesir
Di kala mengingatmu
Ada yang menyapa kalbu
Tatkala kau melintas di akalku
Hatiku dan logikaku kini
Tiada lagi ada sinkronisasi
Berarak saling berlawanan
Saling menjauh di bawah ragu
Yang semakin menyala
Membakar sumbu hati
Yang dilanda rindu

Awan kelabu

Awan mendung menggayut..
Kelabunya membalut ..
Sebuah hati yang kemelut...
Seolah raga ingin bergelut..
Dengan nyata yang memagut ..
Selama kaki bisa bertelut...
Pastikan asa takkan terenggut

Jangan

Jangan mencari,
aku tak pergi
Jangan merindu,
ku pun tak berlalu
Jangan menanti,
ku tak kan menghampiri
Jangan mengharap,
karna ku telah lelap

.... karena aku hanya yang biasa
.... pun biasa terbawa emosi
.... emosi yang tak terdefinisi
.... maka pergilah saja

Kau ...
Jauh...

Am I a detective or a teacher?

I wonder again this morning... I saw one of my pupil busy look for something around his table.. I saw just an eraser and the test paper on his table.. he looked so busy busy like a bee

Then I asked him..."are you looking for your pencil?"

"Yes Miss.. "

I smiled and said.. "that's on your ear"

And all the class laughed together..and so he did..
Then I calm the class.. "Enough.. it's okay..sometimes  we forgot a thing.. It doesn't matter.. me too.. sometimes Ms Ari also forgot where my pen is .. or somtehing else.. just.. don't forget all the time .. okay.."

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This is my today's story.. I love teaching.. just be blessing wherever you are

Sometimes I confuse..
Am I a teacher of a detective .. haha

Another story this morning during the test.. we had two tests today..

One of my pupil asked me again..
"Miss.. I lost my eraser.. I couldn't find it anywhere" she said.. now a girl

Then I said .. "who borrow it for the last?"

She mentioned a name.. and she didn't find on him.. then like usually ..I asked her to find one more time in her pencil case.. drawer.. tray.. under her table.. and nothing.. we didn't find it.. what a mystery ..

But.. then she said to me.. "Miss.. I remember, I put it inside my jacket' pocket" with a shy shy smile ..

Then I announced to the class .. the mystery of losing eraser has been solved..  and all the class laughed again together.. I said to them..

"Sometimes Miss Ari wonder.. am I a detective .. who always help you to find your losing things everyday .. ?

Then we laughed again together... "No, Miss.. you are our teacher"

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My teaching's story.. I love teaching.. be blessing wherever you are

A tale .. Once upon a time

Fairy tales

Today .. we learned a new lesson.. a new unit ...  fairy tales ..
First.. I asked my pupils to draw pictures in 3 groups.. the pictures theme was fairy tales.. they can draw aeverything related to the tales.. and these are the pictures below..

They drew one picture.. and the other friends completed the pictures become a good picture..

Second, I asked them to make a story using their pictures.. it's not easy for some students because I asked them to speak English.. this is English class.. so please try to make a story in English..

I knew they tried.. but then I helped them to translate in English .. it was just a short story.. never mind .. I said to them ..

I am proud of you.. all of you have tried to make a story.. a tale . .. Now.. let us make the tales together.. using these three pictures

Third ..  then I make stories ... tales with them .. I wonder.. when we created the stories together.. It become a long long  tale.. and all the pupils were happy.. I wonder .. they were able to grow their imagination..

I was starting the story by the dragon picture .. on the bottom left corner.. I said ..

Once upon a time.. there was a very very big castle .. it was built by Mr. D (I mentioned the pupil's name who drew the castle)... and there was a very big big dragon want to enter the castle..

Then I stop my sentence and ask the pupils to continue my story..

I wondered.. they were able to make a chain story .. until the three pictures we had 3 stories at first but they combined the story and made one great tale.. haha.. we were so happy.. they tried hard to continue the story .. that's great .. they grow their imaginations..

The funny thing was.. when one pupil tried to make a story about the prince and the princess who stood up side by side .. he said .. the prince will marry the princess..

But .. another pupil said .. No ... they are brother and sister.. they will not get married ... and the story just changed suddenly..

I ask him.. did you draw the pictures so you know they are brother and sister..

Yes Miss...

But at the end.. this was a happy ending tale.. I could not tell you all the story .. but it was fantastic ..
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I love teaching.. this is my teaching's adventures  today ..
Just be blessing wherever you are.. God bless you..

Terus berjuang sahabat

Aku merasakan pedihmu ..
namun hanya sedikit bisa ikut terasa...
aku mengamati kisahmu ....
namun tak banyak bisa kuterlibat di sana..
Aku kadang menangisimu..
Namun dalam doaku ..
Pedihmu dan laramu sungguh dalam..
Tak terselami hati yang biasa..
Terkadang aku pikir aku paham..
Namun sangat jauh kau berduka ..
Terkadang aku ingin menggenggammu..
Namun tak kuasa karena jarak ..
Ada saatnya ingin memelukmu erat..
Berbagi rasa menggenggam duka..
Namun jiwa yang hanya bisa berpaut..
Dalam doa yang tak henti untukmu..
Tuhan saja Penjaga jiwamu..
Tuhan saja Penolong langkahmu..
Tuhan saja Pelindung hidupmu..
Jangan ragu akan kasihNya..
Jangan terus hanyut dalam kecewa..
Tak sanggup semua tersampaikan padamu
Karna ku tak tega ..
Percayalah aku mendoakanmu
Dalam kesetiaan kasih ..
dalam Kristus Tuhan kita
Aku mungkin tak sungguh sungguh tahu
Aku mungkin tak sungguh sungguh merasa
Aku hanya yakin bisa selalu mendekapmu dalam doaku ....

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